Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in mystoriesmylife's LiveJournal:

Saturday, August 6th, 2005
8:18 am	I know, I know I've been a bad girl for not writing more. I need some inspiration. Anyone have any ideas for me? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
3:13 pm	Pictures I got a nice new picture up thanks to tobyfan! More on the way. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
10:19 am	Book Store Meeting I was relatively new in town. Dreadfully depressed after leaving the Washington, DC area after many years. Stuck in the dull midwest I kept thinking to myself with no where to go. Finally, one day, things started to change. I went to the local Border's books and was browsing through the gay and lesbian section. I was looking at a few books when I heard a voice ask, "Oh, that's a good one, if you haven't read it, you should." I turned and saw a very fit athletic woman. There was something unique about her. She had a very femmine look at the same time had very muscular features. Not my usual type but for some reason I was instantly drawn to her look. "I haven't read it, but it does look interesting and its been way too long since I've read some good lesbian fiction," I told her. "I'm new in town and I was surprised to see Border's even had a gay/lesbian section. I'm use to a really great bookstore in Washington." The conversation continued as our eyes were clearly given each other the up and down look. I could tell she noticed my wedding ring and sure enough, she asked if I why a married woman was so "well read" in lesbian fiction. I think I blushed a bit and admitted I was a married woman who wasn't straight. She laughed and the flirting was in full swing. By the time we left the bookstore, we traded numbers and email addresses and talked about getting lunch someday. She promissed she would take me to a cool gay hangout in town. I waited a day and then emailed her suggesting a few days the folloowing week that might work for lunch. She had to check her schedule because she was working mostly days at a local department store. We settled upon next Tuesday. That Tuesday morning, after the kids were off to school and hubby onto work, I could feel my whole body tingle with anticipation. I treated myself to a long bubble bath and slowly got ready for my lunch date. We had traded a few emails back and forth but I still knew little about this woman and she probably knew even less about me. We met at the resturant. A nice place with a bar and a small dining room. There was another room off to the side with a dance floor. It reminded me a bit of a gay bar in Washington that was always very friendly and laid back. I felt comfortable right away. "J" arrived just a few seconds after I did. She was dressed totally different. Instead of jeans and a sweatshirt like in the bookstore, she had on this killer dress. It clung to her fit body. I had to wonder if she was a fitness instructor and not a department store salesperson. We were seating and the conversation was a bit slow at first. Not awkward at all, just seemed to be a while before the words just started flowing. The waiter who came to take our order seemed to know her well. He teased us about being such a cute couple. That seemed to break the ice. She asked if that made me feel odd, being refered to as a "couple" with someone other than my husband. That's when I told her about my very intense relationships with other women since I began exploring my lesbian side about four years earlier. She admitted she had a few flings with a couple married women, like many other lesbians had. More just experimental things with the other women, nothing as serious as what I described. She had many questions about why I was staying married. I told her it wouldn't be permanent, just until the kids were in high school and better prepared to deal with a divorce. After the bottle of wine was gone, she asked if I had to get home or had time for another drink. I told her I had made arrangements so I wouldn't have to be home until almost 5:00 p.m. She smiled and said, "Well, we could have a few more bottles by then." I knew she was testing me for my reaction and what I would say next. I didn't miss a beat and said, "I noticed a wine store next door, I could pick out a bottle and we could finish it at your place." She smiled and said that sounded like a plan. I could tell she was a bit surprised and wasn't fully sure how comfortable I was with things. As we stood up, I took her hand and moved closer to her and thanked her for lunch and gave her a soft kiss on her cheek. She smiled and moved her shoulder closer to mine as we walked next door to pick out the wine. As I paid for the wine she turned and kissed me on the lips and said, "Thank you for the wine." I kissed her back passionatly as we were leaving the store and said, "Thank you for the my first kiss." Her apartment was just a couple blocks away. She had me sit on the sofa while she poured the wine. We made a little toaste took a sip and soon our lips were locked. I can't even remember if we said anything else before our lips and tounges were all over each other like two hungry, playful kittens. Her dress had one hook and a zipper in back that didn't take me long to undo. At about the time, she was feeling up my stockings and making her way to the edge of my thong. We were kicking off each other's shoes and squirming to get our clothes off as fast as we could. Kissing and licking became more frantic as we struggled out of our undies. She took me by the hand into her bedroom. A nice king size bed that we quickly fell onto. Side-by-side we kept kissing as our hands started to explore each other's bodies. I had never slept with a woman so firm and athletic before. She reminded me of Jamie Lee Curtis in her prime. Her body was perfect. She kept flattering me and tellinig my how pretty I was. But I was in awe of her physical beauty. Our bodies turned and soon enough she was on top of me in a delightful "69" position. With the move and everything, I was about six months since I had been with a woman. My longest time in four years. She was very aggressive as she moved her mouth into me. She went right for my clit with her lips. She engulfed me as I could feel my body start to quiver. I wanted to taste her, but she was only teasing my nose and my lips with her pussy. She would bring herself closer to me and I would reach her with the tip of my tounge then she would raise herself up. Each time she did this, she more aggressively worked my clit. I was in a wet frenzy as I just layed back and came like I hadn't in months. After my body stopped shaking, she put her pussy into my face. Finally, I thought. Now my turn to return the pleasure she had just given me. The more I was pleasing her, the more she started moving her hips up and down my face. My hands strapped her butt as she did this. So firm, so strong. Stronger than my husband's body in fact. She gave told me to suck her clit harder, like it was a mini penis. I complied with delight. She thanked me by releasing a wonderful multi-orgasm. After we kept going that afternoon, I knew this would be more than a one time thing. Little did I know, it would be the start of relationship that would change my life. Current Mood: enthralled (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 13th, 2005
11:56 am	Tie me up, tie me down I had a date with V. a woman I met through Craigslist. We mostly emailed ahead of time, not even really imed that much. I just had a good feeling from the emails so I wasn't too stressed about it. I also didn't want to build my hopes up too much in case it wasn't so great. We met for a drink before dinner and I was in a pretty mellow mood at first too. Then something just hit me when we were having our first drink. I started wondering why I was so mellow about things and not more excited. She was cool, about my age, nicely dresses can clearly happy to be out on a date. So then I think the old Amy started coming back. I started the flirting. She was responding nicely. We finished our drinks and started asking each other if we wanted another or go to dinner. We opted for another drink and kept eating the happy hour food. The plan was to start at this a very upscale hotel bar dowtown and then have dinner at Magnolia's, the local gay resturant/bar. To give you the mental image....the hotel bar is a place with lots of suits and older business people. They are dress for work and we are dressed to go out on a Friday night. We are in a little corner table. They are bar tables so not that big. A couple guys offered to buy us drinks, we politely declined. They tried to make small talk and again tried to politely decline. They tried again, this time I held V's hand and kissed it, and told them no thanks, we're on a date. They didn't know how to react, but were polite and left us alone lol. V liked that and said the kiss on her hand also gave her tingles, hehehe. Well, things started getting more and more interesting. Soon our legs were touching and we kept looking deeper and deeper into each other's eyes. The conversation is turning from flirtatious to sexual. Thing started getting hot by asking about different dates and experiences. V has been "out" for about five years. She said she isn't much into Magnolia's but would occassional go if she had a date. She started meeting people through ads a few years ago. She was in a relationship (this I knew from our emails) until a few months ago. Turns out she was very wild a few years ago too, then calmed down a lot. I told her about some of my wilder times. We kept talking and order another drink. At this point, we ordered some additional food and pretty much figured we would make it dinner and then head to Magnolia's later for dancing. At this point the sexual tension is peaking and I tell her I would love to kiss her. It was one hot kiss, right in front of all these pretty uptight midwesterners lol. After a few more kisses, I suggest that since she isn't into Magnolia's that much that we could do something more interesting. She said I definately had her interest. I recalled there was an upscale "toy" store near by. I walked with her there and I said we should each pick out a toy we could share;). We walked around the store hand-in-hand and she asked me what I was hoping for. I said first fun and then we can think about the rest later. She smiled and said cool by her but she warmed me she was a tad kinky. I laughed and asked her to define kinky. She said she was slightly dominate and thought by the way I was acting that I was very dominate. I smiled and said interestly, I'm just very assertive but in bed I enjoy being submissive. So we are looking at toys and pass this case with clamps and things. She aske me about nipple clamps and restraints. I told her I loved to be tied but sadly no one had ever tried nipple clamps on me. She asked the clerk to get them from the case and I started looking for something I could use on her. I turned the tables on her and said that if I would be submissive she would need to tell me what she wanted for a toy. She picked out these things called Sicilian love beads, which are basically vagina balls connect on a string to anal beads. I smiled and said they looked like fun. At this point she got more dominate and said it would be fun to really role play with her as my domimatrix. I told her much beyond being tied and blindfolded I didn't have much experience and would be game for just about anything that didn't involved too much pain. She told me her way to have more mind control and use the power of control to get her sub to release fully and serve her to do the same. She took me to her place in a cab, suggesting we had a bit to drink and get our cars later. We are in the cab and I attempt to kiss her and she said not yet. She wanted to test my boldness first she said. She told me I needed too feel her up. Kissing would be part of my rewards. I started thinking I could like this. The cab ride wasn't that long but she felt delightfully wet by the time we got to her place. We tipped the driver and he said he should really tip us. We got to her door and said I was a good girl in the cab and rewarded me with my first kiss. She went into her bedroom first because she said she need to prepare. She came out in a black corset and holding a short riding crop. I took a short gulp but was turned on like I haven't been in months. There was something trusting about her. She also had a lovely curvey body. She first had me take all my clothes off. Then immediately tied me to the bed. After I was tied, she rewarded me with more kisses. I don't know if I told you, but Michelle would occassionally tie me up. I started having these wonderful erotic flashbacks:). As she's kissing me I can feel her insert her finger into me. OMG the pleasure. The whole night was a serious of steps and each was rewarded and shared with some form of sexual play. We left things very flexible about another date. She said if we wanted to keep it casual, best we waited or week or more before seeing each other again. Probably wise, but goodness I want her again toninght. I know this is purely sexual and I am just going to enjoy it for what it is:). Current Mood: naughty (Comment on this)
11:51 am	About this Journal This will be a place for me to write of my adventures, both in real life and in my imagination. I won't say which ones are real and which are fantasy. That will be for the reader to guess. I'm new at this, but it seems like fun. So here goes. (Comment on this)